Month: November 2012

Dance first, think later.

I’ve been having hard time in my life lately.Things I thought I had learned long ago seem to haunt me.Too many days I’ve found myself with my head in my handsCheeks black with tears.If I let myself think, even (especially) about those I love, the pain is too much to handle.Sometimes I feel as if…

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Be Yourself.

One thing I really love about the people in my dance classThey don’t even know me, and they love and accept me. I haven’t told them any of my history, most have them have never even seen me with my hair down.Yet, they love me.I act a fool, mostly cause I’m exhausted and have no…

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Keep going.

I can’t escape the fact that everything is going to be okay… It’s just a matter of getting there. That sometimes you have to let things get rough so that God can fully do what He wants to do. Like in Esther. If Haman hadn’t made the King make the decree to destroy the Jews,…

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Therapy.

I’ve come to realize how much I look forward to dance class.I’ll have a horrible day, be crying the whole drive there, and I get there and it all melts away.That hour, nothing else matters.Nothing from the past is loomingNothing from the future scares meAll that matters is the step you’re doing and the one…

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