Believe in yourself.

Today was one of those days.I was feeling confident going into it, I guessBut I was also at a point where I knew… I need to man up and press myself harder than before.I need to start looking in the mirror and seeing what I need to improve.Can sometimes be a harsh reality, but it’s…

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Little Victories.

I had someone tell me today,“someone sure is proud of themselves” There was a seemingly complicated sequence Jilissa asked us to do.I was expecting to end up on my face. Instead, I actually was able to do it, and keep up.Now, it wasn’t the most graceful thing, but my brain processed it.I did a happy…

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Tough.

I’ve had tons of thoughts to post on here. Informative things Jilissa has told usInteresting perspectivesInsight. But, I’m not gonna back track and type all that.Not now. I had a conversation with Jilissa Thursday:Me: I’ll be 25 next year. My goal is to be on pointe by then. Do you think this is possible?Her: *Gimmace*Me:…

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Let it go…

Today was an exceptionally hard day for me.And as soon as I thought it couldn’t get worse, I get a blow from left field.I almost didn’t even go into dance. I was afraid that whatever it is making me sick would get in the way, or that I would not be able to do the…

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Just Keep Going.

Today was my first two-classes-a-week class.I’ve been looking forward to it since the first class this week, and am so excited to get to be going more than once…Plus, Saturdays tend to be a little easier, so it always has a way of boosting my confidence.We had two new girls who had never taken a dance…

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First Step.

I had a hard time when I started dance out for the first time again.I had a lot of things working against me, but I couldn’t let that be my excuse.It was a lot of mind over matter… But what I had to realize was that everything my dance teacher was telling me was true.I…

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Do Hard Things.

This was our conversation in dance class today with our teacher, Jilissa. Jilissa: Ballet isn’t normal. For some reason, King Louis xiv made people learn it and do it. I think he was a little crazy… anyway, does anyone know why he had them do it? Or really, why we dance ballet? Why do we…

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Take 5

We’ve been on a 2 week break from dance classAnd I fear I will go crazy. It’s amazing the difference it has in my deeper life, rather than just the boost it gives me with movement.It’s as if there is this little person that lives inside of me. And it’s full of thoughts and ideas…

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New Steps

So, I personally have 5 or so blogs on here already…Each one has their own topic and point.Some I still keep up withOthers I could technically delete, but see, I’m weird about that… and I know that anything that has been written could never be written the same again, and that every word is a…

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